NvrsandMaybesDie

meh

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 00:57:48 GMT

Meh

Sick of being single...

Bored of life in general...

Confused about everything...

Weird day.

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 23:08:43 GMT

So I'm sick for the second time in two weeks and it sucks... plus i've used my allotted skips for the semester and must go to class... Note To Self* Don't skip unless there's a good reason, but if i don't skip and end up not getting sick all semester i'd feel like i wasted my time in a bunch of monotonous blahblah classes with the hope that one of these days i will be sick and able to skip... o well i'll get it right soon enough

anyways i've decided that i will be moving to new york city on a whim and it will hopefully be soon. if i don't do it now i never will so im just going to go for it. i think its good for a person to have to struggle to pay the bills for awhile, then you'll appreciate it so much more. think of all those super cool stories i'll have to tell and all the amazing people i'd meet. its what i want, so i'm going to do it. i want to work those nasty little jobs in sketchy restraunts, and not be able to afford food, the whole shebang. if i don't do it now i will spend the rest of my life wondering what if... so yeah thats my reasoning, and hopefully someday soon i will have a nyc zip code.

and i still have absolutely no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life which is super swell... o well there's still some time... gulp

Good Day!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 18:40:41 GMT

So today has been a super day, which is rare for Tuesdays and Thursdays. Classes were are all really easy due to teachers not being here, movies/tv show discussions, and winning free movie tickets for a poem I wrote. 'twas swell. The fact that classes tomorrow are canceled made today that much more enjoyable.

In other news I'm thinking I want to do something radical to the hair, exciting stuff I know, but still it's going to be nuts. My parents are seriously way to overbearing and clingy and they need to start letting me go. So, dyeing my hair is my rebellion against them. It sounds really stupid by I'm in college and have to report back to them every day and they flip out and start threatening to make me come home if I don't. What are they going to do when I tell them I want to go to college across the country? They can't handle me being away from them 10 minutes down the road.

So yeah I'm not sure how this whole Fisher thing is working out. I'm thinking about graduating early and then going onto graduate school for film production. This is pretty much the most random decision ever but it feels like the right thing for me. This one day in communications, the professor was saying how very few graduates go own to film school after Fisher. That statement brought around this random revelation that its exactly what I am supposed to do. So I've been looking around at schools with film graduate programs and I really think I'm going to do it. Now how to break the news to the parents...

O well... I'm sure its going to work out. First I need to get a job and some money so I can actually support myself without the parentals help... this should be interesting.